The big one

I take a deep breath, one because I've been recording and editing all day and I feel plum tuckered and two because this is the absolute end to 2021 and it has been a very topsy turvy circus of a year no doubt. As I reflect in gratitude for every little thing and as we all look back on this past 365 days...(is that all?) The biggest lesson for me, although no one, seriously not one person asked, is that if you want to feel alive and well, actually I can speak only for myself although I have heard others write and talk about it but forgiveness and gratitude saved my life this year. I grew closer to the sun this fall and the season has now changed and we are in the winter. As we near the 12th night of these amazingly holy days of transcendence may we all keep in mind that centuries of people have come and gone before us through civilizations with flourishing art and music, with battles of might and will over lands, and those who have come before us rest now in peace. I have let a lot go over the past two years. There have been many times when I have been wronged and through the forgiveness I struggle to give I find I can also forgive myself. That really is the big one folks. In your deepest solitude you can know the most peace and sometimes the most turbulence. If you have a creative mind like I do, a vivid imagination filled with mind expanding concepts then you are probably a bit tired as am I.  Refocusing on music and video images has been a wonderful place for me.  I realized that I would really like some financial support for my work.  Like today.  I spent six hours filming, recording and editing. I am working on two projects currently and I am thrilled. I want to do this for a living. Please support me at Patreon.com. The link for this and my PayPal are on the main page.  I'll plan on doing even more special things with my creative spirit!!!